Thy Will Be Done
There's a line in a song that I have had stuck in my head for over a week now... it says, "I may never understand that my broken heart is a part of your plan." This has been a hard line to hear because it is EXACTLY how I feel. There has been so much pain this last year, and understanding what God's plans are for it is entirely outside of my abilities. I do however know that God's plan for my life is bigger than myself. Understanding how my broken heart can be used for growth and ministry is a reality. I've seen it! I've had the opportunity to love and minister to so many people as a result of losing our two littles, and in the process, I have been ministered to as well. I may never understand God's full blueprint for our pain and loss in 2016, but I can rest in the hope and promise that there IS a plan. I have a God, who loves me deeply, running the show!
With the hope that we find in God, Jason and I look forward to another year of blessings and trials knowing that God is at work in our lives!
“For I am about to do something new. See, I have already begun! Do you not see it? I will make a pathway through the wilderness. I will create rivers in the dry wasteland.”
Isaiah 43:18-19 NLT